Monday, February 21, 2011

A New Identity?

A novel, a story, a drama, a comedy; whatever the style my life exemplifies it. I don't claim to have a life worthy of millions gawking over for years and years, I don't even plan to make it into the history books. I am making my own history, and who knows, maybe my family will find some great pearls of wisdom in accomplishments I've managed. I'm not perfect, and I still have a lot to learn; stumbling along the way. This is good. It means I'm accepting what life has in store for me and realizing I can make it mine and do what I want with it. That's what all the good writing instructors say, isn't it? Make it your own and run with it!

At this point in the story of my life, I feel like I'm starting out on a new chapter. Some may call this a rite of passage; in a way, it is. I've decided on a spiritual name, and it only took me 13 years to find it. No one ever said these names come easily, and I tried for years to find the perfect fit for me, but no matter what I tried, nothing "felt right." The other day while driving home a name came to me. It was perfect, it fit so much symbolism in my life. Ava Stone. It is perfect, it has a nice sound. It doesn't sound forced like many of the names I hear from people who put a lot less thought in. It is not generic, and it would even be something I would consider legally changing my name to (but I won't).

Starting a new chapter in my life feels good. I feel like it is time to make some changes, and some of them may be tough. It is often the way we handle the tough choices in life that help to define our character, and I like to think I have a pretty darn good character.

Welcome to my life Ava Stone, I look forward to seeing what we can do for each other. I have a feeling this is going to be a great chapter!